march 6

wow
i dont even know where or how to get it out.
im so miserable, but im so happy i dont know. i know this was right and if it has to come down to this to help me move on then God knows what he is doing. Even though im moving on doesnt mean that the past just runs away.
even if i want it to so bad, i wish so bad that i could forget the last 3 years of my life. its hard to start all over especially with the past you had before. but i know its best
deeep down i knew it was true all along i really did. but i continued to be blinded by the lies.
wow losing a best friend and a boyfriend all in one week. its rough im not gonna lie. But it just opens space for new and important people to come into it. I suppose thats the optimistic way of looking at it..
I dont feel very optimistic right now but maybe i will soon..
Life sure does know how to challenge you.
well thats all i got.

boy oh boy

new.

So...

Finally broke down to do this.

I feel like sense I don't have a journal (not really my thing) and I need to express some emotions sometimes, why not give it a try, right?

Man sometimes life can throw some tough stuff at you sometimes, huh..

Sometimes I feel I can't do anything right.

Sometimes I feel I'm doing everything right, and nothing works.

Idk. I just want to make the best out of my time and I don't want a second spent unhappy

I know this is impossible...or is it?

Maybe I'm just settling with what I have.

But I don't want that to be the case.

I hope God finds a way for me to see, I wish everything was written out and we just stuck to the script.

But unfortunately we have to figure it out ourselves.

Life's like a puzzles really, wow cliche much. but honestly sometimes my puzzle is like a 72975439 pieces that no matter how many times you try to fit the same pieces together they will never fit together, even if they seem identical.

Well that's probably enough today

Remember

Laugh a lot today.

Inspire as many people as you can.

Forgive those who make you mistakes, just like God does everyone.

and be you will be happy for

ETERNITY.