wow
i dont even know where or how to get it out.
im so miserable, but im so happy i dont know. i know this was right and if it has to come down to this to help me move on then God knows what he is doing. Even though im moving on doesnt mean that the past just runs away.
even if i want it to so bad, i wish so bad that i could forget the last 3 years of my life. its hard to start all over especially with the past you had before. but i know its best
deeep down i knew it was true all along i really did. but i continued to be blinded by the lies.
wow losing a best friend and a boyfriend all in one week. its rough im not gonna lie. But it just opens space for new and important people to come into it. I suppose thats the optimistic way of looking at it..
I dont feel very optimistic right now but maybe i will soon..
Life sure does know how to challenge you.
well thats all i got.
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